It’s a beautiful life having you around 😍
My dream is to live up in the mountains and only worry about which good book to read. I’ll have my own garden of organic fruits and vegetables. I’ll wake up at 6 am to enjoy the smell of fresh air, pine trees and my favorite cup of coffee. I’d have my fat cat cuddle up beside me as I prepare brunch. I wouldn’t have to worry about noise and traffic and money and fame and all the busy the things the city has. And I’ll enjoy all these lovely days I have meditating with Jesus where distractions are but a few. But until then, there is a greater dream far better than I have. A dream that is heavenly. And I will long for that day to come where I can start a new and live in perfect peace, worshipping my Creator. But for now, this is my earthly dream
People just don’t seem to get it. ‘I love you’ does not mean you belong only to me and I’ll share you with no one else. It means that even if I spent an eternity away from you I’ll still remember how your coffee tastes like, or how you like your tea (extra sugar but no milk), what’s your favorite shampoo scent, and how home should smell like (like fruity shampoo and stingy cologne on the pillow I hide my face in from the early morning sun, like pancakes early on a Sunday morning or late on a Wednesday night, but mostly, like you held in my arms everywhere and every when). Love is not a contract you hold someone’s heart by, love is sharing the ones you love with the world knowing that they’ll always come home to you in the end.
I hope that at the heart of whatever you are looking for; you find Jesus there.
The fact is, I need God to help me love God. And if I need His help to love Him, a perfect being, I definitely need His help to love other, fault-filled humans.